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Monday, 07 March 2011

  • work after work after work
    no time to stop and even think about what i have to do, or plan ahead my week
    just act instinctively
    do first, explain later
     
    i'm getting tired of it
    i want to stop...
    not give up completely, but take a break
    but everywhere i go, all i get is criticism
    "no, you shouldn't"
    "no, you're throwing away your marks"
    "no, you should be doing this instead"
    "no, you could to better"
    I KNOW.
    but nobody really listens.
    nobody cares that what i need is someone to hear me out
    listen
    and accept.
    don't tell me what i should be doing
    because i know that already
    but tell me that you agree that i need a break
    that i deserve to stop working for a while
    that maybe i can just not study and wing my exam tomorrow
    because i am that tired
    and because i can do it
     
    is someone there...
    anyone?
     
    p.s.
    i'm sorry to say that wordpress has now been infiltrated with some people that i might not necessarily want reading it
    aka my parents
    so maybe i will turn back here
    occasionally
    when i need you guys
     
    please don't leave me.

Monday, 04 October 2010

Thursday, 15 July 2010

  • "blog"

    blogging. pouring all those thoughts that you had, out onto an empty space in the huge world wide web somewhere. and hoping that someone might come across it.

    its funny. i never think too deeply about anything to "blog" about it. or at least i think i don't. this is more like a diary of what's happening in my life.

    who knows, maybe i came across such thoughts sometime in my life. but my memory span is way too short for me to be able to remember it all.

    why am i even here. rambling on about such useless nonsense. and why do i call this a blog anyway? hmm.

    i think insomnia makes me even weirder than i already am. not like i really need that. it makes me super duper confusing. you can't figure out what i'm doing. neither can i.

    i talk to myself a lot. i actually think that there's another side of me that will think differently that the first side of me. but i can never tell which side is which, or whether there's even two sides, because i'm still... well, me.

    holy. i'm so unpredictable that even i don't know what i'm doing. did i mention that already?

    i feel drunk. but i didn't drink. my head is just heavy and it feels like its about to drop. i wish it felt like that last night. it would have spared me from a torturous night of staring at time pass by.

    oh lookie, i'm done talking about myself, its time to hit the 'submit' button.

    and that pretty much summarizes a blog.

Tuesday, 29 June 2010

  • 好大感觸呀~ 要 say goodbye to 中學, 亦都要做成年人了 =/ 點解唔可以給我做多幾年小朋友呢?

    還記得那一天 在那一天 初次上學堂
    從前渡每分鐘 身邊也有 父母在旁
    終於天與地 需要獨自往
    兩手必需放 但我不想放 邊哭泣邊回望

    然後到這一天 在這一天
    走出世界 早告別學堂
    人大了我應當 一早慣了 沒有護航
    偏偏很幼稚 一有壞狀況
    就會想歸去 父母親的堡壘 不管麻煩事幹

    不要走 大鐘即使敲響 你別放開手
    成年後 什麼都不可再 有成人遷就
    不要走 前去在人群內 會磨鍊到夠
    可見將來 日子總會有 順逆流
    不過此時 獲得的愛護
    無私愛護 未夠

    凡事也要小心 沒趣得很
    請不要再 迫我做大人
    年月卻太狠心 催促上課 學會獨行
    幾千噸責任 冰冷像校訓
    個鐘的嗒跳 課室鐘聲響了 雙手為何在震

Saturday, 26 June 2010

  • 做了一晚貪慕虛榮的我...



    花了不知幾多時間化妝和set頭...



    過了整個晚上才知道



    還是喜歡這個簡簡單單的我:




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