work after work after work
no time to stop and even think about what i have to do, or plan ahead my week
just act instinctively
do first, explain later
i'm getting tired of it
i want to stop...
not give up completely, but take a break
but everywhere i go, all i get is criticism
"no, you shouldn't"
"no, you're throwing away your marks"
"no, you should be doing this instead"
"no, you could to better"
I KNOW.
but nobody really listens.
nobody cares that what i need is someone to hear me out
listen
and accept.
don't tell me what i should be doing
because i know that already
but tell me that you agree that i need a break
that i deserve to stop working for a while
that maybe i can just not study and wing my exam tomorrow
because i am that tired
and because i can do it
is someone there...
anyone?
p.s.
i'm sorry to say that wordpress has now been infiltrated with some people that i might not necessarily want reading it
aka my parents
so maybe i will turn back here
occasionally
when i need you guys
please don't leave me.
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